summer is going by really fast... maybe its just because Im working 50 hours a week lol... anywho lots of drama, no fun! and lots of sad times, but hopefully everything will be getting better! I miss all my school buddies! and I miss having ime to do stuff with people, and spend the night! I havent done that in decades! lol


im on lunch break right now... oh what fun, more goats for me!

first YFL now cross country... is there any hope for me what-so-ever in anything I do in life????

somethimes you think you know whats going to happen in your life. then something happens to totally change how you feel. sometimes you know who or what has changed it, and sometimes you dont. Sometimes you want the answers when you cant get them. Sometimes I feel like I dont want this anymore, sometimes Ive never been happier... sometimes... sometimes

so... Ive decided that boys are so confusing, and when you think you have them figured out, you really dont. it sucks.... but oh well now that I have said taht and p.s I LOVE YOU


THANK YOU KIMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you truely rock my world when it needs rocking most!!!


I just got home from retreat, and it was tons of fun! I loved it, and I had the greatest experience ever!!! the people there were wonderful, and I cant believe we all got along so well! Im so proud of us all!! We walked like 4 miles yesterday, and that walk was awesome! We explored downtown and saw all the sacred places around us and yea... I could go on and on. Today we went to St. Vinvent De Paul and met a lot of cool people. It was such an eye opening experience, and I loved it!!!

anyways... Im done.

so Im sick... not just sick sick, but sick! I mean, almost died sick. needs a throat transplant sick. I smeall of infection! yea, I bet that sounds attractive! it sucks... a lot... I have so much to get done before this weekend, and its the most tiring trip going from the couch to the computer! I think I died... and my gost is still here. I seriously feel awful! lol... the worst part is that I miss you all! I havent gotten out of my house in forever! but all should be good by tuesday, because Pat bought me a new body! and thats when it should arrive lol... thanks pat!!!

oh well...

UK lost :(

now I really wish I would die
not really!!! Im not that emo lol


DAVID sdkghsd;kghsajkdghgjkshdgjshdgh= me angry taht I havent talked to you in forever and I dont even know if you are sill alive!!!!!!!!

Artist: Ryan Adams Lyrics
Song: Come Pick Me Up Lyrics

When they call your name
Will you walk right up
With a smile on your face
Or will you cower in fear
In your favorite sweater
With an old love letter

I wish you would
I wish you would
Come pick me up
Take me out
Fuck me up
Steal my records
Screw all my friends
They're all full of shit
With a smile on your face
And then do it again
I wish you would

When you're walking downtown
Do you wish I was there
Do you wish it was me
With the windows clear and the mannequins eyes
Do they all look like mine

You know you could
I wish you would
Come pick me up
Take me out
Fuck me up
Steal my records
Screw all my friends behind my back
With a smile on your face
And then do it again
I wish you would

I wish you'd make up my bed
So I could make up my mind
Try it for sleeping instead
Maybe you'll rest sometime
I wish I could